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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2003|04:48 pm]
[mood | anxious]
[music |PotC]

Going to Dollywood tomorrow. Yay.

Sorry if you got a community post in here instead of my personal one. I was testing one out just in case it went berserk.
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2003|02:59 pm]
[mood | exhausted]
[music |"My Girl" Temptations]

I went to see LotR last night with Erin. We were supposed to meet Robert there too, but the plans got screwed up. Oh well. Great movie though!

I wrote a poem last night, but I'm not sure what to make of it. I need an opinion!Read more... )
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2003|08:56 pm]
[mood | sore]
[music |Mushroom Head "Sun Doesn't Rise"]

Today was our field trip to the ice skating rink. It was actually really fun...John and I talked Erin into skating. The only downer was when I fell. It was in like the last five minutes of our skating time and this guy named Cody stopped right in front of me. I ran into him (and plowed him over since I was going really fast), landed on my wrist, and skidded a few feet...of course just supporting myself on my wrist. God, it was SO painful. I can hardly move it now.

Other than that, not much happened. Oh yeah, I now have 30 hugs. How the hell did that happen?!

I'm attempting to read Harry Potter again. Last time I got like halfway through it and stopped. I'm starting over. But it kinda sucks since Lord Norris (my beloved Robert) so kindly told me who croaked. Thanks, Love!
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Support mental health or I'll kill you. [Dec. 16th, 2003|09:51 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |the radio]






*HUGS* TOTAL!
give TheUglyFairy27 more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own


Hug me. You know you want to.

Nothing really happened today. We had semester exams. Exciting, yes?
HASH(0x82d7a50)
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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walmart yay!
YOU LIVE IN A WALMART BAG!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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I was also the gay care bear but I couldn't get it to show up. Go figger!
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2003|06:51 pm]
[mood | pessimistic]
[music |Clay Aiken's cd]

Today was boring. Our school was the only one in Tennessee (I think) closed today due to the flu. I did the dishes, my laundry, and I attempted to watch Chicago for the 7th time.

Does anybody like Clay Aiken? I know I'm not usually into that kind of stuff, but he's really got talent. I bought his cd and I was surprised at how much I liked it. There's pop, a little bit of pop/country, and a few of the songs have an Elton John touch to them. I've decided to broaden my horizons as far as music goes. I don't wanna be one of those "rap is crap" people who think they're hard-core because they like Mushroomhead and KoRn. God, that's so annoying.

Megan is really getting on my last nerve. It was bad enough that she decided to hate Erin and me for no reason, but all of my friends have taken her side too (except for the ever-faithful John [Studmuffin!]). Now, at lunch, when we sit with Megan and our old friends, they move to another table. So now it's just the three of us: John, Erin, and me. The least Traci and Brittant could do is stay neutral. What's wrong with being friends with both of us? I'll never understand people like her. I wish she'd go back to Michigan!





*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Get hugs of your own


The NYMPH
NYMPH

The Nymph is nature siren. Alluring and
irresistable, the Nymphs beauty is beyond
measure. With charm, style and charisma, the
Nymphs can lure anyone to them and will
assuredly have them eating out of her palm with
just a look. You're totally irresistable and
simply ooze sex appeal. Armed with natural
grace, an enchanting voice and looks that could
literally kill, you can be more dangerous than
the sharpest blade.


What's your fantasy character?
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that made me laugh.


holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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guess who's back... [Dec. 14th, 2003|11:23 am]
[mood | hungry]
[music |"Needles" Seether]

Hey all, I know I haven't been here in forever...I've been grounded for not doing my work. But I've got all my priveleges back now...so I'll be back up to speed in a couple of days.

Well, my birthday was December 5th. Erin bought me a poster I've been wanting for like...ever. My mom also gave Erin and me $25 to spend at the mall just for the occasion. Erin bought a couple of things and since I didn't see anything I wanted, I bought two hermit crabs. Aren't I a geek? I named them Carl and Priscilla. They're my "babies".

We have a field trip on Thursday. I'm not sure if I'm allowed to go or not, but that's the only time we can trade Christmas presents. But John went ahead and gave me my "present" (he burned his Seether cd for me).

I guess that's all for now. I realize this is getting pretty long. Please don't take me off your friends list!



You're Iraq!

An outcast from all you meet, you have very few friends who haven't
later backstabbed you in some way or another.  And you've made your share of mistakes...
a little torture, a little coercion, a little stealing, it was all part of a day's work.
 It's hard to say if it deserves the kind of treatment you're getting now, though.
 When people look for someone to point to with a worse life than they have, they think
of you first.

Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid



Damn.
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Kiss me, I'm Irish! [Nov. 20th, 2003|09:20 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Trapt...(the whole CD's playing through)]

Life really sucks. I still haven't showed my mom the midterm from last Thursday. I hate how stupid I am. It's like...now matter what I do, I always end up digging a deeper and deeper hole for myself.

On a lighter note, Erin and I were lesbian lovers today. It was actually kinda funny. In the lunch line, Justin was using me as an arm rest like he always does (I'm short). Erin told him not to touch me and he said something along the lines of: "What, is she your property?"

Her reply was "You bet she is!" Then she wrapped her arms around me from behind and we 'cuddled' until Justin moved ahead and kept his mouth shut. It was funny. He didn't speak to me for the rest of the day.

Aaron Glandon criticized my poetry today. He took my poetry book without asking and started reading my poems aloud...then he gave me this "how stupid" look. Not only did he make fun of my work, but he TOUCHED. MY. PROPERTY. I hope cellulite infests his arse.
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2003|08:04 pm]
[mood | artistic]
[music |'Year of the Spider' cd by Cold]

My mom twisted her ankle today while working. She came home early...and she can't move her leg. So I've sorta been her maid. I'm not used to being so nice to my family. *shiver*

Anyone remember Justin? For my new friends (you know who you are): he's a guy I met at school. He's nice and all, but for some reason he creeps me out. He used to follow me everywhere...and he was always touching me, making me uncomfortable. It got to the point where I dreaded school because of him.

Anyway, today I had to spend a whole hour with him. We had shortened classes on account of clubs, and the people who weren't in clubs had to either go to study hall or FCA (some kind of christian assembly...? I'm not sure). I chose study hall. There were only four of us in Miss Hampton's class (Justin, me, Andrew, and Matt), so it was really quiet. Justin sat beside me the whole time, passing notes. He asked me the same questions he always does: 'What guys/girls do you think are hot?' 'Do you like so-and-so?'. I mean, it's like he has absolutely nothing else to think about! Just because I'm bisexual it doesn't mean I want to date every single person I talk to. Not only do I have morals, but I also have better priorities. To be honest, I like being single.

I come to this conclusion...he either: 1) is really desperate, 2) needs to get laid, 3) both, or 4) needs a companion. Like a dog...or a cactus.

I wrote this today. Not sure what to make of it.
Read more... )
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2003|10:56 pm]
[mood | anxious]
[music |"Carpe Diem Baby" Metallica]


Green Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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Oh, how nice.

Funny...my eyes are blue.

HARDCORE
you're XhardcoreX!


How can I label you?
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That's cool, I guess. I don't really see myself as "hard-core" though.
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2003|07:10 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |"The Suit That You Wear" Stone Temple Pilots]

Where did all my LJ friends go?!

I have nothing to say except for...

AHHHHHHHH!!! *splat*

Thank you and good-night.
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2003|08:09 pm]
[mood | restless]
[music |"Change" GC]

Last night I couldn't sleep at all. I was up until two in the morning watching Golden Girls and The Nanny because I couldn't sleep. I'm really starting to worry about my grades. Last nine weeks I did so good and it seems like I'm throwing it all away now. I don't know what to do anymore.

I got my new meds yesterday. It's called SAMe (pronounced "sammy" I think), anyone heard of it? Anyway, I'm not feeling anything yet. But of course it takes at least a week to notice a difference. I really hope this works. I've tried...*thinks back* about 6 different meds now...and they all had disadvantages that were too much of a price to pay.

The old GC cd is so much better than their newest one. Don't get me wrong, I like The Young and the Hopeless, but I actually like every song on Good Charlotte. I'm looking forward to their next album. Sorry for talking about them so much. It's just that I've wanted that cd for like...ever. My mom got the last one...so I was lucky.

I wrote this yesterday...thought I'd share it since I've gotten so many compliments on it...
Read more... )
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2003|08:15 pm]
[mood | giddy]
[music |the whole self-titled GC cd]

Christ on a cracker, Penny's daughter gets on my nerves. We went to this bead store thing in Knoxville, then to Super Kmart (I got a magazine), and then to a Mexican restaurant. Fascinating, yes?

Anyway, if you can imagine: I was sitting in the front seat most of the time, but Penny couldn't hear a word I said. Every time I wanted to say something, Shelby (her daughter) decided that what she wanted to say was more important. I was about ready to go Powerpuff on her arse. So I basically kept my mouth shut the whole time (very uncharacteristic of me, I must say).

Other than that, it was good to get out of the house. Penny is like family to me, so I guess it's a given to put up with Shelby. My mom went to Walmart earlier and got me the first GC cd. I've wanted it for a long time, but I just never had the money. It's weird; I used to hate Good Charlotte because I thought they were posers, but one of my friends (now ex-friend) made me listen to them...so now I like their music (they're not too hard on the eyes either). I just wish people would stop ragging on them. If you like them, fine. If you don't, get over it. Life goes on.

My long weekend concludes as of tomorrow. *le whine*
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dun dun dun... [Nov. 10th, 2003|08:28 pm]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |"What It's Like" Everlast]

Well, not much has happened this weekend. I did tell my mom about me being really depressed. She took it surprisingly well. She was supposed to take me to a health store to look for a better med, but that hasn't happened yet.

Tomorrow around 10:30am I'm going to this bead store with my mom's friend Penny and her daughter. It's basically just to get out of the house (I'm broke anyway).

Anyway, I don't think I've told you all about Justin, so I'll put you up to speed.

At school, I met a guy named Justin. We became friends, started hanging out, and eventually he started calling me. Just making a new friend, right? Wrong. For the past two weeks that I've been around him, I've been miserable. He's always touching me, staring at me, and he doesn't like it when I talk to anybody besides him. I'm so creeped out by him and sometimes I'm scared to go to school...just because I know I'm going to see him. You probably think I'm overreacting, but I'll explain more about it tomorrow.

Anyway, it's good to be back! I missed you guys a lot and I'll start responding to journals ASAP. Sorry it took so long to get back on here...I'm taking a little break from kiwibox.

Love you guys ~Andi
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I'm so sorry... [Nov. 5th, 2003|08:33 pm]
[mood | uncomfortable]
[music |"Mobscene" Manson]

Ok, I know in my last entry I said I was coming back and it's been like 400 years since I've written, but I will start using LJ again soon. I have a lot to explain...god so much has happened. Have a good night!

Love you all
~Andi
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baaaack [Oct. 22nd, 2003|10:05 pm]
[mood | bitchy]
[music |"This is the New Shit" Manson]

Hey all, I'm back. I think I'll stay for a while this time. I've taken most of you guys off my friends list. The only people I didn't take off were the ones that actually showed that they gave a fuck about me.

Anyway, not much happened today. We watched movies because there was this fundraiser party thing for people who sold 10 items. I wasn't one of those people. BIG surprise.

Haha, just a minute ago I woke my dad up when I stubbed my toe on the door. He was snoozing in the living room and he shouted, "Thank you very much, Andrea. I was just getting to sleep too!"

My pleasure, daddy-o. God, how I hate that man.
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2003|09:52 pm]
[mood | cold]
[music |"Gasoline" Seether]

Sorry I've been gone so long, but I doubt I'll be on here very much anymore. I'm back on kiwibox (kinda like LJ). I get more support there than I do here, so I'm sticking with one site for now. I might come back later. But if you want to email me/chat my new sn is DisposableTeen80@aol.com. Sorry you guys...

~Andi
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2003|11:13 am]
[mood | anxious]
[music |"Carpe Diem Baby" Metallica]

Erin's coming over today so I probably won't get to reading journals. I swear I'm usually better at this! I want to apoligize to the people that respond every day, especially rising_hope and devrin81 because I know they haven't missed more than two days, three tops. You're awesome!

~Andi
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2003|10:45 pm]
[mood | bored]
[music |"Fall Back Down" Rancid...I must have that cd!]

I stayed home today. I was "sick". I get to stay home tomorrow to watch my brother. So fun. Ok, since I lack an entry, here's a poem that just popped into my head yesterday. It doesn't rhyme, but you'll survive.

Today's World (Shattered Dream) )
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*plink* [Oct. 1st, 2003|07:51 am]
[mood |awake]
[music |"The Great Disappointment" AFI]

Sorry I haven't been on. I've been kinda busy. I haven't been responding to journals either so I have some catching up to do. My mom woke me up at 7, but she forgot that I don't have school today. So now I'm up for the day. I did get the AFI cd yesterday. It's awesome. A lot of screaming that hurt my ears, but that's whats so cool about it!

I realize that a lot of you probably don't know that much about me, so behind the cut I've put this little "All About Me" thinger. It's kinda long, but at least you'll know me a little better. If you'd like, you can copy and paste this, fill it out, and email it to me (MetallicaFreek27@aol.com). But make sure to tell me what your LJ name is. Or you can use it for your journal.

All About Me )
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something magnetic here... [Sep. 26th, 2003|03:43 pm]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |"I Stand Alone" Godsmack]

Today was stressful. I have homework in almost every subject. But I did get called adorable by my friend Erika. I've been called cute, but never 'adorable'. Very flattering indeed. I want to post some pics of me, but my most recent are from when I was 12. I dressed like a slut then and my hair wasn't short like it is now.

We had a dance yesterday. It sucked major ass. The only thing they played that was remotely close to rock and punk is Blink182 and Sum41, which is ok, but the rest was rap. They didn't even have Linkin Park! I was suprised by how many people knew the words to "The Hell Song". Oh yea, I know I didn't respond to any journals yesterday. I was busy after the dance. Sorry.

Does anybody know the names of the most recent albums from: Rancid, Disturbed, and AFI? If so, please tell me. I'm making my Christmas/birthday/want list. The only person that might actually know is John, and I never get to talk to him. I'm losing touch with my beloved PJ (Pimpin' John)! We call him that because recently this year he started wearing silver chains, so yea. He's usually this skinny, quiet Filipino, but he wears 'bling-bling' now. I hate that word. Along with pimpin'.

The CDs I Want )
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